i've been feeling really emo these few days..
and it has affected dear..
i'm so sorry for that esp when you just started your internship.
i just saw this song from a link on fb,
'tonight i wanna cry'
though as usual, i cant catch the lyrics,
i read the comments below and some were rly rly sad.
at least at the point tt i was reading, i could relate to them.
and i should treasure our relationship more,
by not giving dear unnecessary grief that might jeopardise our relationship.
everytime i do that, i feel really guilty and scared.
and sorry..
i need to make a conscious effort to prevent myself from falling into this mood..
it's a vicious cycle.
resolution 2011.

wahhhhh heng sia!!
CGPA never drop, instead it rose by 0.01!
one sad thing is, i got B+ for lab):
and A- for hp806):
the rest got A or A+!
quite glad that i got A+ for HMJ1((:
too bad i couldn't add hmj2 now..
and i just realised today that entrepreneurship is offered this sem!!
and i also couldn't add it..
hope they dun make it pass/fail next sem!!

sigh~ i'm feeling moody again.

today i was the garang guni again, this time for CAC FOC.
overall, it was quite fun la, except that it became super tiring and sian towards the end.
from 5 blocks become like almost 10blocks.. i still thought i could leave early.
and the worst thing is, at the end, the main comm pple who did the last block with me, they were so slack that i felt quite angry, like why the hell am i doing more work than them?
and i thought their attitude was not appropriate, who smses when asking for donations? and who asks for donations in a totally sian diao voice?
luckily this is my last canvassing for foc.
hopefully the one for SPMS FOC will be much better.
i'm sick of garang guni, i'm nvr going for any garang gunis after the spms one.
lol in the end, i literally had to limp home after that, couldn't even get the energy to walk to hougang mall for dinner with family.

sigh~ asked my dad to buy ppc back, but he went for so long, i decided not to drink it anymore.
cooked dinner for myself, spicy maggie mee that's almost dry cos there was too little water-.-
rahh and my life sucks.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!! xDD
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!(:

wow 2010 was QUITE an eventful year for me><
it started not that well, with joe, and i'm still feeling quite bad towards him):
then february was ok~ with some ups and downs
but march onwards till may was quite shit><
THEN, TAIWAN TRIP!!! xDDD
omg, it felt sooooooooo long ago la!! like years ago..
time may pass by quickly during the sem but hols that have passed always seem so far away.....
then it's june, i got tgt with dear<3!!
there were good and bad times with him too><
this sem, there were some major changes,
cbc gang changed, roomie changed, squattor added(:
dear ROD!
realised i sucked at writing lab reports):
endured my first sem without my st nicks gang)):
finally took a chem mod that actually shocked me with its difficultyxP
experienced taking an exam on christmas eve's eve!
and last but not least,
I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE!!!! xDDD

thanks so much to all who've helped me pull through this whole year, esp when i'm down((:
thanks dear for just being there and being my emotional support through all the obstacles i've faced, thanks for putting up with my bad temper((: you are my happiness(:
thanks ly for always being able to tell when i'm feeling emo and so, provide me with comfort when i need it(:
thanks gor, aman, ttj, mar and siak for all the fun times we had, whether in taiwan or in singapore, WE MUST GO OVERSEAS TGT AGAIN!! thanks for being there in my life((:
thanks val for coming back once in awhile and making me realise how much i've missed you!
thanks ning for your academic motivation and encouragement and the fun fun roomie times tgt! <3 cookie, eeyore, kellie and qizai!! cup noodles supper again soon! xD
thanks adeline for listening to my complaints [you noe what((:], and giving me useful advice! i'll always be there to listen to you when you need me too(:
thanks jiada for the random jokes that are getting less and less funnyxPP and for making every outing with you enjoyable!(:
thanks BFF kelvin for the very pretty birthday gift and your encouragement [and niao-ing]!
thanks CBC gang for the late night mugging sessions and being there to prevent me from falling back to being a loner(:
thanks SIRIUS for the fun and laughter you guys brought to my life!(: SIRIUS SHINING!!
thanks KRIFFIN for not excluding me despite my lack of participation in your activities><
thanks to my parents and brother for the silent support that i can always count on, whatever difficulties i face((:
thanks wei for the christmas card and for being such an endearing little sister that i never had((:
well, thanks and sorry to joe, for the misery i've brought him and for the short period of joy he brought me.
thanks to benedict ng, tester for tan shu min on 31st dec 2010, 1st time slot, for his faith in me and belief that i can do it(:
thanks to all who've made an impact in my life, be it a ripple or a wave, (or even a tsunamixD) I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!! xDDD